I’ve told the story many times of when my wife and I, along
with the kids, were camping up in the Sierra’s in northern California. Our campsite that year was next to a small
stream that meandered throughout the campgrounds. If I remember correctly, we spent a good
amount of time wading in that cold, snow melt fed stream on that vacation.
On one afternoon after some relentless prodding, the kids
and I actually got Piper to venture into the water all the way to her hips… and just when we thought that it couldn’t
get any better than that, she suddenly dove underwater, shot out like an arrow
and to our utter amazement yelled at the top of her lungs, “You didn’t think I’d do that, did you?” To which we could only nod our heads as it
took us TOTALLY by surprise!
Well… that TOTAL
surprise and inability to speak and/or explain what I had just witnessed is
exactly the same experience I had the first couple of years after our return home
from our Bible School-driven move to Oklahoma.
There was just SO many emotional,
mental, physical and spiritual realities going on as we finally began to get
some informed details concerning the depth and speed of Piper’s health deterioration,
a new demanding job that was keeping me out of town and away from the house for
up to 12 hours a day, a breakdown of our former network of family and friends
that we’d depended on previous to our move, and negative responses from family
that were completely unexpected.
To say that my life was in a tailspin would be a grave
understatement! But as was the case
throughout Piper’s and my marriage, we continued to turn to the Lord and his
Word for direction. As we began to focus
fully on Him and the ways we believed He was calling us to follow, we started
to discover the need to be strongly knowledgeable and convinced of our own
faith in what we believed to be His truth for us and our path through the
valley we had entered into.
It was also at this time that I began to really take notice of
the atmosphere that Piper and I were being surrounded with. At the beginning, I found myself just doing
all the religious things that I had done before, thinking that this would be
enough. But after many weeks and months
of growing confusion and frustration, I began to hear the Lord’s voice in me, distinctly
calling me to step up… or in His exact words to: “Man-Up!”
Then, old familiar Bible verses like Nehemiah 8:10
began to repeatedly pop up in my head reminding me that “the joy of the LORD is my strength.” (KJV personalized). While others encouraged me to “Always
be joyful in the Lord! I'll say it
again: Be joyful!” (Philippians 4:4 God’s Word ©) And of course there
was our old favorite that I’ve been talking about in recent blog posts where
Peter seems to be making a clear connection between the action steps that we
take while believing God and His Word, with our personal levels of joy saying:
“you believe in him and rejoice with joy that is inexpressible and filled with
glory, obtaining the outcome of your faith…” (I Peter 1:8-9 ESV)
I admit that it took awhile for the Lord to get through
this thick head of mine, but I slowly began to see the utmost importance of
keeping both Piper and I in an environment of JOY, praise and the confession
of God’s Word… and as much as possible, AWAY
from negative, depressive and/or discouraging venues.
I can remember the day I finally “got” this directive of the Lord like it was yesterday. It was the day when I realized that my care
for my sweet wife was to entail a lot more than just assuring that
her physical needs were met, but also… and
maybe more importantly, that her spiritual needs were met… on a daily
basis!
So, with that understanding, I began to make a series of
tough decisions that eventually led to our move out here to the east coast. And you know, even though I dearly miss many
of our family members and good friends back home, I have NEVER regretted that
decision!
I like the wording of I Peter 1:9 in the Easy-To-Read Version
of the Bible where it explains the results of our JOY infused steps of
faith declaring that: “Your faith has a
goal, and you are reaching that goal—your salvation.”
For, I have NO doubt that our consistent efforts
to keep us in and then diligently protect the atmosphere of JOY
that we surrounded ourselves with, caused that verse to become a reality in our
lives! A quick examination of the word “salvation” will note that the word used
is a derivative of the Greek word “sozo” which encompasses many promises
to the Christian who actively believe including: “to save, that is, deliver or protect (literally or figuratively): -
heal, preserve, save (self), do well, be (make) whole.” (Strong’s)
Well, while I am experiencing even greater times of
emotional pain and duress every time I think about the absence of my lovely
best friend and wife,* I am
immediately reminded and re-filled with JOY in knowing that she is NOW at the goal of our faith, in the very
midst of her “sozo” in heaven!
So, what more can I say?
Well… I actually do have a few more thoughts about the importance of a
life of JOY which I’ll continue with in upcoming posts… But until then… think about it for a few
moments, and ask yourself… “How am I
expecting to enter into and protect an atmosphere of JOY around me today?”
*I think I figured out that with all of the
physical and legal details of Piper’s passing completed, that I am now free to
simply focus on all of the special and countless memories that I hold dear to
my heart concerning her wonderful qualities, high levels of spiritual discernment,
her personal, mental, physical and moral characteristics, personal beauty and
maybe most of all, her always abounding and seemingly never ending JOYFULNESS!
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