The three nights previous to last night had been extremely
taxing on both of us. My wife kept
waking up with alarming symptoms. Once
the light of the morning came into the room and she was up, dressed, fed and
had her meds, things would mellow out. I
was beginning to feel at a loss as to what I could do for her. Each day I spoke with her two specialists in
San Francisco hoping for a quick fix, and neither could really offer anything
more for the situation. Their answers
were the same… we just need to “hold the
course” and push on through until her system adjusted.
I have to confess, that this was not what I wanted to
hear. I was definitely feeling pushed to
my personal limits of endurance and needed answers! As I mentioned before, the new found freedom
to go for a walk while pushing my wife in a transport chair was the saving
grace for both of us during the last two days.
But then the evening hours would come and the potential of another
rough, sleepless night loomed ahead.
I finally had a breakthrough late yesterday afternoon as I
began to prepare a dinner of pork ribs baked over a bed of pasta with marinara
sauce and sliced zucchini. When I
finally popped the casserole into the oven, it came to my awareness that with
the tremendous emotional and physical stress of the situation, that I had
become more dependent on the doctors word than I had on God’s.
Now, you may think that this is unusual coming from someone
who always preaches total allegiance to whatever the Word says in contrast to
the negative reports that may try to prevail in our lives. But you know… I’ve got to be honest with
you. I was having problems in the face
of everything that seemed to be hitting us all at once, and let down my
guard. (or should I say my shield – Ephesian 6:16) I hope that my transparency here will be a
great encouragement to any of you who may find yourselves in similar
situations.
As I began to clean up the counter and lick the spoon and
the bowl that was coated with the residue of the red pasta sauce (hey… I’m a full blooded Italian, I could
live off this stuff!) I decided that I needed to make something positive
happen in the situation that we found ourselves embroiled in. I had an hour before the food was cooked and
I immediately began to use that time by praising, praying and singing unto the
Lord. Since I had already prayed for His
wisdom for the need, I just thanked Him for His answers. I went through the house and charged the
atmosphere with faith. I laid hands on
my wife and thanked the Lord for her healing recovery that I believe is
happening in her body (Mark 16:18) and simply released my cares upon Him.
By the time the oven timer went off I was flooded with a
newfound peace that I hadn’t felt for days, my faith was stirred and I was
encouraged about the night ahead… and the Lord was true to His Word! (Jeremiah 1:12) Although Piper began to display some symptoms
around 12:30 in the morning, they were light and we were able to sleep most of
the night through! Isn’t God good! She woke up calm and alert and was even able
to walk into the kitchen with a little more than a stabilizing hand from me.
James 1:25 talks about the person “who continues to study God’s perfect teachings… who remain committed
to them.” (God’s Word ©) The pastor of the church in Jerusalem who was
known to have callouses on his knees due to the hours he spent on them in
prayer, then stated that “People like
that don’t merely listen and forget, they actually DO what God’s teachings (or Word) say.” It is interesting to see that the word
translated “DO” or “doer” in
other translations literally means “a
performer, a poet, a maker, a producer or an author.” (Strong’s and
Thayer’s) Webster defined a Poet as “a maker, an inventor; one who finds out
something new; one who contrives and produces anything not before existing.”
Therefore it would seem that James was saying that when we “DO”
the Word, we make it happen. We make it
turn the negative situation we’re facing around. We initiate the power that changes it from what we currently see into
something new that we hadn’t seen yet!
Does that sound a little incredible to you? Well, that is precisely what happened to me
and my wife last night. By placing all
my marbles on the doctor’s word, I was actually closing the door for God to
perform His Word for us. When I finally
yielded to Him, I released His influence into our lives and He was free to “DO”
His Word for us. I guess you could call
that a “Double DO!” When I did the Word, He was able to “DO”
what we needed at that time.
So… how does your weekend look to you today? Is there anything going on where you need to “DO”
His Word so that something new can be seen in your life? I like it that our heavenly Father loves us
and trusts us enough that He has given us an active role in our faith. That would mean that we don’t always need to
find ourselves in a defensive mode, but instead taking on an offensive position
where we “DO” the Word and thereby allow the power of God to make
something new in the situations of our lives.
Have a great weekend. Stay in
tune to His Word, and keep asking yourself… “What
am I expecting To DO today?”
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