Whew! What a night!
I must sadly report that we lost our beloved Australian Shepherd Mandie
last night. It all happened so fast that
I am still in a state of shock. It’s
been a rough few days for us as Piper was really out of it over the weekend and
had me quite concerned at times, but she began to pull out of it on Sunday and
by yesterday was back to form again. And
through it all, as usual, Mandie was at my side with her funny little antics, a
bright light in the midst of the tough times in my life.
She has slowed down over the
last few weeks but we (including the Vet
at a recent appointment) attributed it to the arthritis in her back. Yesterday she was a little lethargic in the
morning and was not real interested in breakfast, which isn’t that unusual. But she finally ate breakfast and seemed to
be her old self again. Piper and I left
around noon and spent the day with our older daughter and had a terrific time
shoe shopping and capped it off with a belated birthday lunch.
When we returned late in the
afternoon I found Mandie lying on the floor between the dining room and the
kitchen, facing the door that leads to the garage. It was obvious that she was in need as she
could not stand up and looked glassy eyed.
I immediately called the Vet who just happens to be open late on Monday
nights and I carried her out to the car and we headed out back to the area where
we had just come from!
Mandie seemed to revive in
the car a bit and actually sat up a few times.
Once we got to the Vet I ran in and they told me to bring her in as they
were all ready for her. I had a few moments
alone with the pooch before the Vet came in and as her breathing got more and
more shallow, she kept turning her head to look at me. I got down on my knees and talked with her
and kept petting her. Then she turned
the other direction and was gone. The
Vet took her into the back room to give her some oxygen, but it was too late.
When the Vet came back, she (in tears) told me that Mandie was gone and explained that upon
examination she could see that the dog actually had cancer in her liver. The good news is that the Vet assured me that
she went quickly and was not in pain.
Wow! Like I said, I still can’t believe it! But I am comforted to know that once again,
the Lord has everything in the palm of His hand. I found myself last night and this morning
looking for her in all her familiar haunts around the house. I even went out back before turning the
lights out as I usually do to let her out one last time before the night.
It’s funny today as I think
about her. We had some folks suggest
that it would be best to give her away when Piper’s health needs came to
light. We had others that would get
upset with her when they came in the house to visit, but I always defended the
dog and the need to have her around. I
can’t hardly count all the times she had quietly come to my side to reassure me
when I was in the throes of despair over my wife. The times in the dark at the foot of the
stairs at our last home in California.
The time I flew out of the shower one morning when I heard Piper having a
seizure in the bedroom only to find the dog hovering over Piper, licking her
face! And the many occasions when I sat
down on the floor next to the dog (like
this last weekend) to talk to her about my thoughts and feelings for Piper
after I put her to bed for the night.
My older son just text me
and was talking about how there is a reason why they call dogs man’s best
friend! It is so true. Our older daughter, who was with us at the
Vet last night, mentioned while reminiscing about the dog that Mandie finally got
her big backyard in the last few years of her life! It has been quite a pleasure to watch her
walk the fence line of the yard each day, checking out the sights and sounds in
the yard, barking at the big black crows and chasing the squirrels across the
yard. But the best thing was laughing at
her as she loved to roll over on her back on the grass and bark at the sky!
Mandie, you will be sorely
missed, but lovingly remembered as the best dog we’ve ever had, the happiest
dog we’ve ever had and a true companion and friend that was always there for me
come the good times and bad.
I was reading in my new
commentary on the book of Philippians this morning, as I thought about Mandie
lying on the couch behind my desk in the study, that according to the Apostle
Paul, “Life is not a series of
disappointing ups and downs, but instead a sequence of delightful ins and
outs. God works in (us) – we work (Him)
out (in our daily lives). The example
comes from Christ, the energy comes from the Holy Spirit, and the result is
JOY!”
Paul lived one of the
hardest lives that I’ve ever known, but yet was a man that was known for his
joy in the midst of the most trying of situations. His joy was a result of his submission to
God, His Word and His ways, in every and
any situation. So that is my plan of attack for our current
loss. I’ll remember the good times of
the past, the special place Mandie has etched in our hearts and look forward to
the good future that Papa God has planned for Piper and I.
In my mind’s eye though, I’ll
probably always see Mandie rolling around on the lawn outside our kitchen
window every time I look outside when preparing our meals! I’ll always carry within me that smile she
seemed to have on her face, her funny antics and the joy and comfort she
brought to us. Have a great day
everyone, and as you do, keep asking yourselves… What or Whose JOY am I expecting to have today… no matter what happens?”
This is an extremely moving blog entry in many different ways. What a joy to have had Mandie in your life, and I am glad that she did not suffer. It sounds like she had a long and happy life, and her pawprints will live on in your hearts forever.
ReplyDeleteThank you Lynette!
DeleteMandie surely did just what our Lord planned. She brought you so much love, comfort and humor. Surely she was placed with you for that, amongst other Godly reasons. RIP, beautiful doggie. I loved the according to Paul piece in this blog too. Very moving in a time of a sad loss.
ReplyDeleteThanks for your sweet words Kathy!
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