I was talking to God in the shower this morning when the
word “transitions”
popped into my head. And without missing
a beat I began to consider how life is all about a series of transitions
from one chapter to the next.
After getting myself put together for the day, I pulled up my trusty
Bible Study program on my computer*
and began to search for scriptures that talk about transitions. The verses that stood out to me the most were
from Hebrews 9:16-17 where the writer discusses the benefits of Jesus’ death
for us. It declares:
“Like
a will that takes effect when
someone dies, the new covenant was put into action at Jesus' death. His death
marked the transition from the old plan to the new one, canceling the old obligations and accompanying sins, and
summoning the heirs to receive the eternal inheritance that was promised them.
He brought together God and his people in this new way.” (The Message)
The idea of transitioning from the old plan to a
new plan caught my fancy as I thought about how I am currently preparing our
house for sale while I transition from one chapter of my
life with Piper, to the new chapter without her. (Ouch! You know that even hurts
to write it!) And talking about that
preparation, I don’t know what I did but my left shoulder was really hurting
yesterday!
I’m thinking that it may have started when I was working
in the guest bath on Wednesday afternoon.
Besides other things, I was cleaning the walls and the cabinet under the
sink. When I opened the doors on the
cabinet, it hit me like a brick when I observed all of the items we used for
Piper’s personal needs. I fell back
against the wall and began to sob as everything we went through came flooding
back to my consciousness.
I sorrowfully acknowledged the fact that one never thinks
that they’d be taking care of all those necessary and at times messy, very
personal needs with the one you’ve always considered to be the most beautiful, precious and yes, even sexiest woman in the whole world! But yet, I am glad that it was me and not
someone else for I know that Piper would be more comfortable with that as she trusted
me more than anyone else in this world.
And yes… I would do it all over
again, in a heart-beat, without a second thought!
I had to stop and cry on my cousin’s shoulder (or better said, cry on her phone via text
messaging!) after that unexpected experience. I am so thankful for my cousin as she has
been closer than a sister throughout all of this. We talk pretty much every day. Thank
you Laura!
I’ve noticed, that every time I’ve had one of those physically
emotional episodes, I awake sore in the morning! I guess that kind of emotional release is
hard on the joints. And when you put
that together with all the sanding and door removal and re-hanging, I imagine
that my shoulder had finally had enough!
It does feel much better today though… Praise the Lord!
That verse talks about a will going into effect
when someone dies. When we first moved
here, I had some serious concerns from some things that were said and done back
in California that caused me to feel it important enough to obtain legal guardianship
over Piper, draw up a will for us, as well as a trust for
Piper in case I was ever out of the picture. The
lawyer we went to in Raleigh confirmed that these documents would assure a
smooth transition for all of my concerns. (and our kids were quite thankful for my efforts!)
Likewise…
Jesus’ death, burial and resurrection along
with His will – otherwise known as
the New Testament - also
confirms our smooth transitions from not only this life to the next, but also from
stage to stage during our physical lives on this earth! That absolute truth is what continues to fortify
me since Piper’s homegoing in September!
What is it that fortifies you to transition from the various
chapters in your life? You might not be
going through the emotional stresses of the roller-coaster ride that I’ve been
on, but let’s face it… change for
most people is not easy! God’s legal
documents found in the New Testament can give you the reassurance needed for your
smooth transitions… and it is a lot cheaper than what I had to pay for
our legal documents in order to assure the right results for Piper’s care!
What do you think?
Have a great weekend, and as you do, say along with me… “I am expecting smooth transitions in my life as I seek
out and depend on the legal
documents Father God has written just for me in His Word!”
*I’ve used e-Sword ever since being introduced
to it in Bible School. The basic program
with many Bible translations, commentaries, dictionaries, books and maps is
free and you can purchase additional translations as desired.
https://e-sword.net/downloads.html
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